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What I Would Have Missed: Stories by Suicide Ideation, Attempt and Loss Survivors is a gathering of voices shaped by survival, struggle, love, and remembrance. Within these pages are stories shared by suicide ideation, attempt, and loss survivors — offered in the words of those who lived them.
Suicide is often discussed in separate conversations: prevention, attempts, loss, recovery. In lived experience, these identities frequently overlap. Many individuals and families carry more than one of these realities at the same time. This book honors that continuum. Some of these voices once stood at the edge of their own lives. Some speak from the quiet aftermath of losing someone they love. Many carry both survival and grief in the same breath.
Within these pages, readers encounter stories of people who once questioned whether they could continue — and stories from those who must now live with a future permanently shaped by loss. There are reflections on the small moments that anchor someone to stay. On the work of rebuilding. On the weight of unanswered questions. On the presence of support. On the discovery of purpose. On the long, nonlinear path of healing. The voices are diverse in age, background, geography, and circumstance, yet connected by a shared humanity.
This book does not promise solutions or offer prescriptive formulas. It offers space for truth to exist fully expressed and held. It invites recognition, reduces isolation, and encourages reaching out for support as a meaningful step toward staying. Grounded in research demonstrating that connection, belonging, and meaning-making are protective factors in suicide prevention, this collection affirms the power of lived experience as a vital component of healing.
Designed for survivors, loved ones, mental health professionals, educators, faith communities, and advocates, What I Would Have Missed: Stories by Suicide Ideation, Attempt and Loss Survivors is both deeply personal and collectively urgent. At its heart, it is a reminder that even in seasons of despair, there are connections, contributions, and moments of meaning still unfolding — moments we do not want to miss. Moments that help us stay.
Julie A. Rocco is an internationally emerging voice in suicide prevention, mental health advocacy, and trauma-informed storytelling. As both a suicide loss survivor and a suicide ideation and attempt survivor, her lived experience catalyzed a commitment to challenging silence and expanding how we talk about suicide and mental health in public spaces.
She is the founder of What I Would Have Missed, a movement dedicated to preventing suicide and promoting mental wellness by cultivating connection, camaraderie, and community. Through writing, speaking, art, and community gatherings, Julie works to shift the narrative from isolation to connection and from individual blame to collective responsibility. She believes suicide prevention and mental wellness require both personal courage and systemic awareness — recognizing that access to care, community support, and cultural conditions shape who receives care and who is left to struggle alone.
Her work seeks to elevate and amplify the authentic voices of suicide ideation, attempt, and loss survivors across multiple platforms, including an international podcast, social media, theatre, and a YouTube docuseries blending lived experience with data to deepen public understanding. As a trained facilitator with certifications in brain health and integrative behavioral health, and a background in systems change, collaboration, community power-building, and community development, Julie bridges professional expertise with lived truth, meeting people where they are while advocating for broader cultural and structural change as well as redistribution of narrative power.
Her approach is informed by research demonstrating that connection, belonging, and meaning-making are protective factors in suicide prevention. Drawing from narrative psychology and post-traumatic growth frameworks, she positions authentic storytelling not as anecdotal, but as a vital component of public health — reducing isolation, strengthening identity, and expanding pathways toward help.
Julie’s work stands on two simple but urgent beliefs: we cannot heal what we are not allowed to name, and when we allow stories to be shared in their full expression by those who have lived them, we create the conditions for courage and connection — and connection saves lives.
10% discount on all books ordered before May 12, 2026
10% discount on all books ordered before May 12, 2026
10% discount on all books ordered before May 12, 2026
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